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i've moved.
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[25 Dec 2007|12:39am] |
'tis the season
happy christmas and merry new year!
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[30 Oct 2007|10:19pm] |
these days
im stuck at the computer lab, trying my best NOT to sleep and STUDY. luckily there are a few funny characters around, like a very red and drunk sharon, quiet tom and two guys who cracks REAL funny jokes. crazy kids! (:
tmrw is A&P day which also means doomsday, just in a nicer way. i feel like im going into a anaphylactic shock. O: the downside of tmrw (other than being doomsday) is that i cant celebrate halloween cause of A&P practical the next day. that's either my resurrection or doomsday part two. [:
but for now, i'll just hope for the best. everything should turn out alright. (:
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[25 Oct 2007|08:36pm] |
look after you
i like your jokes. i dont really know you but i dont mind reading about you and your jokes everyday. youve begun to feel like home. (:
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[21 Oct 2007|11:50pm] |
a phone call away
it's surprising how much you can learn from teevee nowadays. so i called home and dad told me the minor renovations in the house he made. this makes me really interested how my home looks like now. i guess i will find out soon enough. (:
oh no, im running out of nutella. O:
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[20 Oct 2007|08:56pm] |
speak honestly
today turned out to be a FUNTASTIC day (: i saw tassie devils, wombats, wallabies, koalas, kangaroos, and glow worms. got alot of pictures taken too. i never expected tasmania to be this interesting.
1 Corinthians 1:25 \
For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength.
all this time i have been looking from my point of view, never yours. so maybe it's time to change positions and put myself in your shoes. i want to have the bird-eye view. cause it's always about the BIG picture (:
pssst jellyfish, i hope this encourages you too. <3
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[19 Oct 2007|10:45pm] |
a bad day
i dont want to be in this position. why am i a part of this but no one care about what i say. then when it's time to pay some money and do some work, it's all on my shoulders. im tired, frustrated, bewildered. Jesus, please remind me what this is all about.
Colossians 3:23 \
Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men.
so i grit my teeth and smile, pretend grey skies are sunny days.
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[18 Oct 2007|11:14pm] |
stew pigs
empty vessels make the most noise.
i cant agree on that more at the moment.
sometimes some people dont really care about their future. not that i give a shit but yknw what, other people like ME do care about my grades. maybe to you, getting laid is the most important thing. i just hope it's not the thing that's going to pay your bills in the future.
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[09 Oct 2007|01:33pm] |
it'll never work
i need to talk.
the problem is, who is willing to listen?
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[07 Oct 2007|11:58pm] |
long way home
this weekend was long gone before i knew it. i didnt do what i promised myself i'd do, which is upsetting indeed. so im trying to make up for lost time by staying up a tad later. the daylight saving thing isnt helping much either. but i cant deny that i enjoyed dinner at kfc with the neighbours. (:
im now three hours ahead of home but slightly more than a month away from home.
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[25 Sep 2007|03:19pm] |
set my feet to dancing
"Yesterday is history, just a nice memory."
- Roger Federer
there's more than one reason why roger federer is my number one. (:
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[24 Sep 2007|08:39pm] |
white bird
"It is like when you are upset and you hold the radio against your ear and you tune it halfway between two stations so that all you get is white noise and then you turn the volume right up so that this is all you can hear and then you know you are safe because you cannot hear anything else."
- the curious incident of the dog in the night-time.
i think sometimes im too overwhelmed by my own silly mistakes. i know how much i should actually let it go. especially when you realise that it's just a mistake in a test. but to me, im really upset. so upset i feel like i could curl up and stare into space for the whole day. i know it sounds crazy. too many things have happened lately and i just cant put my finger on the root of cause. i wish everything could be better. but it's glaringly obvious that im the one that could be better.
god, could i sit with you for a while?
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[21 Sep 2007|11:37pm] |
drastic fantastic
and another week is gone.
it's scary how time flies by. i dont like it but i doubt anyone actually does.
right now it's just work work work.
bummer, i'd say.
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[16 Sep 2007|03:30pm] |
im over here lady
this has to be most happening week for a long time. i cant quite tell the mental state of my mind, but i think im good. for now.
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[11 Sep 2007|09:45pm] |
heal over someday
today my inadequacies and adequacies slap me in the face. real hard.
the two tests today werent commendable. no, god didnt make any of it easier but im glad i did it with him anyway. (: im trying to smile my way through this.
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[06 Sep 2007|09:42pm] |
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saving the day
spring isnt amazing right now. it is still cold and cloudy. boo.
and my room is still messy despite my desperate attempts to put everything in place. and i had my first nosebleed today, after eating some spicy instant noodles.
omg, im so lousy. this is so embarrassing.
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[30 Aug 2007|10:37pm] |
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hey there deliah
once again, the holidays are coming. next week to be exact. i was really hyped about the whole thing, but i am not so sure now.
im disappointed with everything that is happening around me. there's so much drama to deal with everyday. alot of things don't seem to be as simple as they should. about what's happening inside me and things surrounding me (especially things people say that put me down). i hate the way my mind spins by itself and create a dimension that shakes myself right in the core. it's like a wake-up call, unless i decide to do something about anything at all.
you dont know how much i wish i could but it is too little too late. for innocent minds that believe so easily, youre almost half gone.
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[19 Aug 2007|06:43pm] |
piece of wonderbread
i have spent this week trying to be normal while everyone else is odd. im trying not to care about you but i cant. but be proud of me, im not a fool for trying.
( i hate periods ): )
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[18 Aug 2007|02:06pm] |
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know who i am
hello world. (:
things have been going well, but i wish i could be better in so many more ways. i have a list of habits i want to get rid and many other stuff i wish i could change. but i dont want to be perfect too soon.
anyway, i finally got down to uploading whatever pictures i have from hobart! (: YIPPEEE!
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